Don't Cry my LOVER

am I finally alright now?
this is what they ask me
I look so pained my tears seep through my two hands

when the tears that blind my eyes fall
I CAN SEE YOU CLEARLY
MY LOVE, DON'T CRY
I don't know if I should take you away with me
you still hold on to so many memories

I close my eyes for a moment
I STILL LOVE YOU SO
I should give up
but,,,, I CAN'T LET YOU GO
you tought me how to love
Now, how can I forget you?

again, I'm drunk today
I call you BUT you don't pick up
AGAIN, I CRY
what did we say?
still those tedious words
I can't even say the words 'I'm SORRY'
what I have become
I cannot grasp the dream that is now distant

the love that you have been waiting for
I cannot have
the promise that we made
to shed our tears together…
I can see them now.

by Kim Jaejoong
my lovely brother ^^