Don't Cry my LOVER

am I finally alright now?
this is what they ask me
I look so pained my tears seep through my two hands

when the tears that blind my eyes fall
I CAN SEE YOU CLEARLY
MY LOVE, DON'T CRY
I don't know if I should take you away with me
you still hold on to so many memories

I close my eyes for a moment
I STILL LOVE YOU SO
I should give up
but,,,, I CAN'T LET YOU GO
you tought me how to love
Now, how can I forget you?

again, I'm drunk today
I call you BUT you don't pick up
AGAIN, I CRY
what did we say?
still those tedious words
I can't even say the words 'I'm SORRY'
what I have become
I cannot grasp the dream that is now distant

the love that you have been waiting for
I cannot have
the promise that we made
to shed our tears together…
I can see them now.

by Kim Jaejoong
my lovely brother ^^

this is my secret!!!

wwweeeehhh... udah lama bener gak ngebacot ria disini.
karena udah lama, mungkin yang kali ini rada panjangan.
who care yaa???

tiba2 saja gw kepikiran sama dia loh!!

diotak lagi muter kata2 ---> gpp kan klo masih sayang sma 'ex'??
walaupun, now i have another boy.

sebenernya males banget nulis ini, sama aja ngasih tau ke orang yang baca
(apasih, sumpah gw labil banget nulis kata2nya.) bingung modeon booo~~~

ya pokoknya, klo tentang 'love' gak begitu suka buat ngumbar2nya..
yang tau mungkin cuma gw, dia, dan Tuhan, mungkin beberapa temen gw yang gak sengaja tau.
jadinya kalo ngomongin about love, i always keep silent. okay!!

untuk 'kamu', klo baca ini, maaf yaaa! maaf banget! tapi entah kenapa rasa ini masih ada.
aku gak gak tau ngilanginnya gimana.
dan untuk 'kamu', aku juga minta maaf udah pernah nyia-nyiain kamu.
dan disaat kamu gak ada, aku baru tau rasanya gimana kehilangan kamu.
mungkin ini jalan kita yaaa... sekarang i have another boy, so we just friend okay!!^^


uuuhhh... sumpah, malu banget nulis kyak gini.
tapi mau gimana lagi, cuma ini caranya buat ngeluarin unek2 gw...
buat 'kamu' dan 'kamu', aku minta maaf ya dan terima kasih juga!
you know what i mean..^^

aaarrrgghh,,, sumpah MALUUUU banget. gak biasa kyak gini.
okay, finish!
bye..bye..
Love Sunyoung!!